I’ve tried about three times to type this on the iPad tonight, in the single bed that is giving me so much back pain…….keys handed back to land agent, said goodby to more friends, tonight was a mug of hot chocolate and bed at ten thirty.  I am really missing my old life, where I could on my jammies whenever I wanted, sleep properly, eat whenever I wanted.  I know this is sort of like a holding pen if you like, thirty six hours until I go, but tomorrow is going to be a stressful okay of convincing my parents that yes I do need to take all this stuff, I.m not exactly going to be able to rush out and buy stuff, and I’m more than prepared to pay excess baggage.